SIAN LEMGEEL LOUH HINTEH
By ~ UMuan Ton's Dsp
Muikhua hong zing in tung solkha hong taang a, lunglen huai mahleh kiginni ahihtoh kei lah ka nna sepna ah buai chihtak in ka buai hi. Ka sepna ah nitaklam in hih ding hong tam lo guih mawk ziak in ka khonung buai zaak hi. Faifuk mut kawm in ka gam tang nilouh a, light lah a mit hun dek ta, kei lah ka nasep di tam a tam lai mai huchi kawmkawm in ka sem tou zel a, chihleh theihlouh kal in light hong mitguih mawk hi. Kei leng kin deuh mai in generator start dia ka kisak leh a thautui ana bei zomah lai huchih tak in zingchia lite pai chia bawl ding in ka koih mai di chi kawm in ka nasep te kon taai san ta hi. Inn lam pai dia ka kisak lai chet in phone hon ging chenchen a ‘kua a mahmah dia aw’ chih lungsim a nei kawm a ka et leh ka nungaknu ana hi a, ken leng ka la in ‘hello Kim’ bang chi sim na hi a, ka chih leh aman leng Ukhual office a om lai maw, hon chi a, ken leng hi omlai mah ing ei, tua bel a pai dia kisa chet kahi ka chi leh Kikim in Ukhual ka office uh hong tawn phei ve i kiton khawm kei dia a hong chi a kenle poilou honna ngak zek in aw, ka chi hi.
Kei leng ka tha hong thou thak in ka vante ka kaikhawm zokzok a pai diing in ka hong kisata hi. Huchi kawm kal ah mangngilh ka nei kha di aw chi a ka k veel laitak in ka gari chabi ka cabin nuai a ka koih lam tak ka theikheguih, va la dia ka kisak leh ka phone hong ging nawn leuleu in ah, ken leng la pah lou in ka chabi lak di pen ka vala phot hi. Huai zoh ka pick up leh Kikim a hi a, Ukhual mandeklou maw hon ngaklahlua kahi, kei chauh a om ing a nuamsa chiah lou ka hi hon chi hi. Ken leng ka hong kipan khe ta ve chi kawmkawm in ka gari ka start a ka taikhe ngal hi. Kikim te office ka hong tung dekdek chiang in amau lam le lite mit zaw hi ngei di ana mial khemkhum geuh uhi. Kikim omna diak bang a lauhhuai khopmai. Ka tun tak in a horn ka piak leh Kikim hon pawt toh a kituak chet a, Ukhual laulua keive nang hong tung hak lua a, hon chi a, kenle Sorry aw Kim ka chi hi, aman le awle poikei hon chi gaih hi. Inn lam zuan in ka hong taita uhi.
Kou innlam toh Kikim te inn a kibat louh ziak in Kikimte inn lam manawh in ka hong kikhoh uhi. Kikim in hattai hon salua a hi sim dia Ukhual kin na maw hattai na chia a hon chi hiauhiau a, kei leng kisuanglah kawm in mawkmawk eive nang na kin khak leh ka chi a hi ka leh chih daih hi. Aman bel hon dawng didan gelhkhiak thohsa a koih hileh kilawm in a hon dawng zatzat a chimman lou hial in ka kihou nilouh uhi. A inn uh ka tun dek un Kikim in, Ukhual zingchiang Pathianni ahihtoh kiton in biakinn i kai khawm diam, na hon tawn ngap diam ahon chi a, kenle poilou eive ka hon tawn di ana kisa pah lechin ka chi hi. A inn mun chet uh ka hon tung un ka biang hon tawp zat in Ukhual mangpha hon chi hi. Ken leng Kim nang le mangpha hoih tak ana man ou ka chih kawm in gari ka hei a, ka tai khe nawn pah hi. Kei leng zansawt tak toh ka deih tawk in gari in ka hon kikhoh hi. Kuamah lah om lou lampi le free a hihchiang in chi in deih tawk in ka hon tai mai hi. Inn bang chuh a kitungpah mai hi.
Inn ka tungtak in, Kikikm ka phone leh hon ngaihdan thute khong a hon gengen hi, ken le ka ngaihdan thute ka gen a kiteng teitei di i hihdan ka gen leh aman le ahi tham kei dia maw i nu leh pa tenle hon deih sak hiven a, hon chi a, kenle himah tham ei Kim ‘ka hon ngai lua, chik mah chiah hon paisan het ken aw’ ka chi a, Kim in leng Ukhual ka hon paisan het kei ding nang a di mah kahi lungkham ken hon muang in nang a kia kahi a hon chi a, kei leng ka lung a nuamtuan mahmah mai hi. Huchi in nitak a sawttak toh lum phot ni aw, chi in ka call ka off a mangpha ka khak hi. Lupna khong ka bawl a, ka lum ta hi. Ka luptak in ka Bible sim di ka mangngilh lam ka thei khe thak a, ka va thou khe thak nawn a, ka BIBLE sim di ka va la a Bible sam no. 37 na ka hon sim ta hi, huai ka hon sim khin phetphet in ka lum nawn leuleu hi. Zingchiang Pathianni a hih toh ka kikhop na di ahih toh chi in alarm dak 5 in ka koih hi.
Zingkal dak 5 in alarm hong ging petmah hi. Kei leng ka thou pah tingteng a zingkal huih khite dong in ka inn kiim ah ka vaak kual hi. Zingsang vasa ten Toupa phat in haam chiak chiak uhi, kei leng zing devotion chi dandeuh ka in a ka neih gige pen ka sun zom nawn hi. Huchiin zing dak 7 khong hong ging ta in an khong ka hon nek u leh kikhop di hong hun thei pah nawn hi. Ka biakinn uh ka inn ua pan gamla ahihman in gari a ka kuan a ngai hi. Gari a ka hon kuan khiat dek leh zan nitak a Kikim in na hon tot di chih ka lung sim ah hong suakguih hi. Kei leng zekai kisa sim mah leng ka hon tawn di ka chihsa a hih ziak in ka va tawn thouthou hi. Kikim te in lamzuan in gari in ka hon tai charchar hi. A inn uh ka tung tak in Kikim hi kisa sa in ana om hi. A kizem dan ka et chiang in angel mah bang zen in vaak a, numei hiai kan a hoih ka mu kha nawn ding in ka kiging kei hi. Hoih chihtak in ahoih a ka mit in Kikim a en chimthei kei hi.
Gari ah hong tuan a, Ukhual bang dia na hon huchi et maw, a hon chi a, kenle na etlawm lovoi hiai kan a numei hoih mu nawn di ka maw, ka chihleh hon tum zat a, ash! huai khong hon chi kei ve zum huai khemkhem eive a hon chi hi. Huaichi kawmkawm in ka en thouthou hi. Gari a tai ding bang phawkpha nawnlou in Kikim ka hon en den kha hi. Kikim in Ukhual gari hon start ta ve biak inn kai kizekai di eive hon chih leh ka phawk khe pan hi. Ka hong kipan khe ngal uhi, gari ka heklai na ngawn in leng ka en khakha a, ka et chiang a hong nuih maai zawk mah chiang in akilawm deuhdeuh a ka en chim theikei deuhdeuh hi. Biakinn ka hong tung tak un nupa mah bang in ka tut na mun uah ka hon tu khawm chetchat uhi. Kikhop sung na ngawn in leng Kikim kia ka va en kha naknak hi. Thugentele ngaikha zezen lou in Kikim kia ka hon en khop hi. Huchia ka hon ettak in Kikim in Ukhual hon hichi et kei ve nawplou eive, a hon chi a, nang a mah na deih dandan in na hon en thei voi inn khong ah biakinn sung zah taak deuh di eive, a hon chi hi. Kikhawm tawp tak in inn lam zuan in ka hon pai kik leuleu uhi.
Hun leh nite bang hong pai zungzung in ka kingaih na uh thuk lut deuhdeuh hi. Ka hong kingai deuhdeuh ua, kimu lou in sawt ka omzou nawn ta kei uhi. Office kaitawp chiang in hun lem ka muh naak ua leh ka zang khawm gige ua, ka hon ki-tawp (kiss) zeel sam uhi. Hunte manpha thei pen in ka hong zat sawm ua ka kimuh naak ua leh ka kikawi hiam in hunte ka hong zang uhi. Nikhat ngei tuh office lah suti a hih chiang in, chi in Kikim te inn ah ka va hoh hi. A inn uah ka va hoh in tuh ka inn mah a bang a, a nute lah a siamthei mahmah mai ua kava lum ka zezen hi. A nute khong toh hoihtak mai in ka kihoulim hi, ka hong houlim tak un anu in bang chikchia kiten sawm na hi ua, hon chi guih mokleh kei leng ka nervous mahmah mai hi. Ken leng a dawnzokna di theilou in nuih kawm in noulam na mannak ua leh chuh a kimansa kahi chi'n ka dawng hi. Huai ka dawng khit phet in Kikim pa'n nou lam hon kingak eita ve nou na man huthut uh chi mai dan ka hi uh, a hon chih leh kei bang ka kipakpet mah a ka chihummul bang a thou zezen hi. Kei lah ka lungsima kipakgu mahmah hi ngal lah gen khe ngam lou in ka om hi. Kipak tak in inn lam ka pai ta hi.
Kenleng Kikim ngai petmah kahi a ka sungkuante kiang a hel ding bang in ka nawh zel a himah leh sungkuante'n bang chi sa a duam ah hon hel pihpahkei uhi. Ka nu kiang ah ka dong a, bang chikchia hel di i hi ua, ka kingaih ulah na theihsa uh hi a, ka chihchiang in awl a hel theih ahi kin huai lou lua ahi. I heel lo di khong a hon chi san zel uhi.. Kei leng huai chiang in ka lungdam mawk zel hi. Nikhat tuh ka pa toh ka,nu Kikim thu a kihou uh ka za a, ka zak tak in chuh ka nak kipah lua hi. A gen ding dan leng ka thei kei a, hih ding bang leng ka thei kei a ka nuinui kha hi. A kikup uh ka zaakte lak a khat tuh hiai bang ahi “ i tapa pa a ding in Kikim va hel sak le hi ta lou maw? a kingaihna ulah a sawt thou ta a amau le piching lam ahihtak toh heel mai le hilou maw? Khuakhualpa bang a na ngaih dan” chih ahi hi. Kenleng huai teng thu ka zaak tak in ka kipak lua a, Kikim ka phone pah ngal hi. Kikim kiang ah ana kisa ou hong heel petmah di kahi ta uh ka chih leh Kikim le a kipak petmah a, a nui mai hi. Ukhual ka hon ngailua hon pi meng le chin ka lunggulh pen ahi hon chi hi.
Ka nute hi strict mahmah khat le chitak mahmah khat ahih na uah Kikim sisan khawng test ding in a ngen ua Kikim in leng phal pah in a sisan khawng ka test ua kanu te chih teng uh ka hih sak zawh un lungkim tak leh lungmuang tak in ka om sak uhi. Huai ka hon zawh tak un chu kanute a heel ding in a hong kuan ta uhi. Singpi a va khai ua, zingkal in a va et ua leh ana kidawn gai vek hi, huai tuh green signal chih na ahi. Kou nute deih dan in ka kiteen ding pen uh chi tuam deuh le chih deihna in a hun ding kha li a hon hal sak ua, huai kha li sung a thilhih di teng teng hih gai vek ding, kikhak ding leh van piak ding te huai hun sung a kipiak leh khak ding huai zawh kiteen ding ahi a hon chi uhi. Kikim nu leh pa ten leng lem hon sak pih uhi. Huai kha li chin di kaal ka ngak lah mahmah uhi. Kikim in leng a ngaklah a ka, kihou khak teng bang un a hon gengen kha nak hi. Ken leng a ut leh phur dante thei ka hihman in ka theisiam mah mah zel hi. Niteng phial in ka kihou gige ua phone a ka kihou louh chiang un leng mun khat hiam mun thoveng na hiam khat ah ka kimu zel uhi.
Kha khat bang hong paita in ka om dan ngei in ka om uhi. Himahleh nikhat tuh Kikim a pan call hiam message hiam khat leng ka mu kei mawk hi, ken leng lamdang sa lua in ka phone leh a pick up het kei hi. Huai tak in kei leng ka lung hi mawh lua a hihman in ka gari ka la khia a Kikimte inn lam manawh in ka hong taai ta hi. Ka tun kaal bang ka ngak lah mahmah mai a, ka lungsim a nop het kei hi. A inn mun uh ka tungta a himahleh a inn uh chabi ana kikhai mawk hi. Kei le huaitak in ka lungsim nop lou deuhdeuh a hih man in a inn vengte kiang a kakan leh den zek a pawt khia uh a hih dan a inn kiang te a pan ka hon thei khia hi. Himahleh Kikim ka call chiang in a la het kei a, a ring lah paipai hi na zen pi in kua man hon dawng het kei hi. Huai tak in a lohngaihna theilou ka hihman in Kikimte office ah ka va kan hi. Huai a ka va kan leh tuni office hong kai lou a hih dan ka thei khe zel hi, a lohngaihna theilou in a innkong uah ka ngak mai hi. Khua lah mial di hi ta, a nute le hong pai tuanlou uh, ke'n le a inn kong ua tu a, ngak ngitnget in ka om hi. Huchia ka om laitak in ka phone a hon ging a ka et leh ka nute a hi a kalak leh Kikim thu hon hilh hi. Kikim hi damlou a damdoi inn a om uh a hihdan ka thei suah hi. Kei lah hehsim kawm lah beidong a ka om lai tak a ka theih khiak ziak in ka ki-leh-pah daih hi. Huai thu ka zaak phet in gari in kin a kin in ka diang nawn leuleu a innlam ka va naih masa hi. Thu chian thei nuam ka hih man in innlam kava pha masa di ka chi a, inn lam ah ka hong pai ta hi. Inn ka hong tung tak in thu chiang zaw sem ka hon thei khia hi huai tuh Kikim dal lou na damdoi inn a om ahih dan leh a nu leh pa ten le thei nailou uh a hih dan ka thei suah hi. Ka nute kiang a ka dong sawn lai a amau a bang chi theih uh hiam chih ka dot leh inn kiang a pawt kha ten a hon hilh uh ahi hon chi hi. Ken len thu chian teng ka theih chet nung in damdoi inn lam ma nawh in ka hon paita hi.
Damdoi inn ka hong tung tak in chuh Kikim ka mu a damlou gim mahmah in kamu hi. A lu khawng a si pawt leh a kam khawng a si lo khia ka mu tak in ka kidek zou kei a ka mittui a hong pawt hi. Ken leng a hih ding dan theituanlou in ka va pom mai hi. A nute ka phone dek chiang in lah a number uh ka nei kei a, Kikim phone la in a nu te Kikim damdoi inn a om a hih dan ka hilh ta hi. Huaitak in Kikim nu leh pate'n hon delh pah in damdoi inn ah hong tung pah uhi. Kei leng a nute hong tung tak un ki-awng suut in doctor pa kiang ah kava pai a, a condition ka dong hi bang ziak a hichia om hiam ka chih leh doctor pan hi hichiin hon gen hi
“ a kipuk na lam ah a lu a tat kehkha hi, a hon chi a, kenle huai chauh maw ka chih leh hilou a hon chi a, doctor pan a nuai lam en kawm in blood cancer last stage a hi ta a hon chi hi” keileng huai ka zaak phet in ka lung a dong mahmah a, a gen didan tuan le kathei kei a ka chimoh gawp hi. Ka mittui khawng a hon luang a kaplou di ka chih chiang inle ka kap kha nak hi. Amah kiang ah ka va pai a mit san gelgol sa in lungkham koh Kim dampah na di i hi aw, Pathian muang peuh le ka chi a, ka mittui a hong taakkhe guih a kei leng kidek zou lou in ka kapkhesuk mai hi. Kikim in Ukhual bang dia huchi kap na hi a, a hon chi a, kenle ka hon ngailua a kap ka hi a chi hi. Amah lah a khuh chiang hi in a pau chiang hi leh a kam a si tam pi pi a hon lo khia zel a ken le ka en ngam kei zezen hi. Hichi in nikhat damdoi inn a ka hon zang bei ta uhi. A kiang ka khah suah ut kei a, ann ne hiam thil hih di om peuh chiang inle ka pawt khe ngei kei hi. Huchiin nikhat leh zaan khat damdoi inn a ka hong ki-et kol nung un doctor pan lah dam dia hon gingta nawn mahmah lou ahih chiang in inn lam a ki-enkol ding in thu a hon peta mai hi.
Inn lam ah ka hong ki-et kol tak un Kikim inleng a natna a hon thei ta hi. Amah leng hing ding a kikoih mawng mawng lou hi. Ka hon ki-enkol toutou ua, nikhat tuh gim chih tak in a hon gim hi. A hon koi a Ukhual ka hon ngailua, ka hon itlua koi mah ah hon pai san het ken aw, nang lou in ka hing zou kei di. Kap kawm in nang na omlouh na a bang mah nawp hetlou ahi, khawng a hon chi a kei leng kidek zou lou in ka kap mai hi. Ken leng kap kawmkawm in Kim koi mah a hon paisan lou di ka hi, nang kiang kia a om di ka hi chik mah chiang a hon paisan ngeilou ding ka hi, nang hon paisan zaw ken aw Kim ka chi a, kap lou ding ka chih chiang in ka kidek zou mahmah kei a ka kap kha huthut hi. Kikim in Ukhual ei ka hon ngai lomahmah, hon koi ve maw hehpihtak in, a hon chi a, kenle ka kawipah ngal a ka tawp tonton mai hi. Huai zoh in Kikim in Ukhual sian lemgel louh hin teh maw ei nihgel hawm simthu a hon chihtak in ka khasiat tha a hong suak loguih a kap kawm in, Kim sian lemgel ahi hiah tan i tung theih maban a le na hong dam dia, i kiteng dia ta leng tampi i nei di aw ka chi leh Ukhual nang zuau gen siamlua a hon chi a, huai a hon chih zawh phet in a naak hong buai a, a hon beisan mai ta hi. Kei leng ka kap a Kim hon paisan tel di na maw, hon ngai lua na chichi hilou a maw bang dia hon paisan dek na hia khong chi in a luang tung a kap kawm in ka pau ni louh hi. Kikim in hon beisan nung kei leng suicide a bawl sawm lai ka sung ten hon tuak kha in hon hun kheman ua kei leng silou phet a hing in ka om mai hi.
©Siamsinna leh Vakiangbu
Muikhua hong zing in tung solkha hong taang a, lunglen huai mahleh kiginni ahihtoh kei lah ka nna sepna ah buai chihtak in ka buai hi. Ka sepna ah nitaklam in hih ding hong tam lo guih mawk ziak in ka khonung buai zaak hi. Faifuk mut kawm in ka gam tang nilouh a, light lah a mit hun dek ta, kei lah ka nasep di tam a tam lai mai huchi kawmkawm in ka sem tou zel a, chihleh theihlouh kal in light hong mitguih mawk hi. Kei leng kin deuh mai in generator start dia ka kisak leh a thautui ana bei zomah lai huchih tak in zingchia lite pai chia bawl ding in ka koih mai di chi kawm in ka nasep te kon taai san ta hi. Inn lam pai dia ka kisak lai chet in phone hon ging chenchen a ‘kua a mahmah dia aw’ chih lungsim a nei kawm a ka et leh ka nungaknu ana hi a, ken leng ka la in ‘hello Kim’ bang chi sim na hi a, ka chih leh aman leng Ukhual office a om lai maw, hon chi a, ken leng hi omlai mah ing ei, tua bel a pai dia kisa chet kahi ka chi leh Kikim in Ukhual ka office uh hong tawn phei ve i kiton khawm kei dia a hong chi a kenle poilou honna ngak zek in aw, ka chi hi.
Kei leng ka tha hong thou thak in ka vante ka kaikhawm zokzok a pai diing in ka hong kisata hi. Huchi kawm kal ah mangngilh ka nei kha di aw chi a ka k veel laitak in ka gari chabi ka cabin nuai a ka koih lam tak ka theikheguih, va la dia ka kisak leh ka phone hong ging nawn leuleu in ah, ken leng la pah lou in ka chabi lak di pen ka vala phot hi. Huai zoh ka pick up leh Kikim a hi a, Ukhual mandeklou maw hon ngaklahlua kahi, kei chauh a om ing a nuamsa chiah lou ka hi hon chi hi. Ken leng ka hong kipan khe ta ve chi kawmkawm in ka gari ka start a ka taikhe ngal hi. Kikim te office ka hong tung dekdek chiang in amau lam le lite mit zaw hi ngei di ana mial khemkhum geuh uhi. Kikim omna diak bang a lauhhuai khopmai. Ka tun tak in a horn ka piak leh Kikim hon pawt toh a kituak chet a, Ukhual laulua keive nang hong tung hak lua a, hon chi a, kenle Sorry aw Kim ka chi hi, aman le awle poikei hon chi gaih hi. Inn lam zuan in ka hong taita uhi.
Kou innlam toh Kikim te inn a kibat louh ziak in Kikimte inn lam manawh in ka hong kikhoh uhi. Kikim in hattai hon salua a hi sim dia Ukhual kin na maw hattai na chia a hon chi hiauhiau a, kei leng kisuanglah kawm in mawkmawk eive nang na kin khak leh ka chi a hi ka leh chih daih hi. Aman bel hon dawng didan gelhkhiak thohsa a koih hileh kilawm in a hon dawng zatzat a chimman lou hial in ka kihou nilouh uhi. A inn uh ka tun dek un Kikim in, Ukhual zingchiang Pathianni ahihtoh kiton in biakinn i kai khawm diam, na hon tawn ngap diam ahon chi a, kenle poilou eive ka hon tawn di ana kisa pah lechin ka chi hi. A inn mun chet uh ka hon tung un ka biang hon tawp zat in Ukhual mangpha hon chi hi. Ken leng Kim nang le mangpha hoih tak ana man ou ka chih kawm in gari ka hei a, ka tai khe nawn pah hi. Kei leng zansawt tak toh ka deih tawk in gari in ka hon kikhoh hi. Kuamah lah om lou lampi le free a hihchiang in chi in deih tawk in ka hon tai mai hi. Inn bang chuh a kitungpah mai hi.
Inn ka tungtak in, Kikikm ka phone leh hon ngaihdan thute khong a hon gengen hi, ken le ka ngaihdan thute ka gen a kiteng teitei di i hihdan ka gen leh aman le ahi tham kei dia maw i nu leh pa tenle hon deih sak hiven a, hon chi a, kenle himah tham ei Kim ‘ka hon ngai lua, chik mah chiah hon paisan het ken aw’ ka chi a, Kim in leng Ukhual ka hon paisan het kei ding nang a di mah kahi lungkham ken hon muang in nang a kia kahi a hon chi a, kei leng ka lung a nuamtuan mahmah mai hi. Huchi in nitak a sawttak toh lum phot ni aw, chi in ka call ka off a mangpha ka khak hi. Lupna khong ka bawl a, ka lum ta hi. Ka luptak in ka Bible sim di ka mangngilh lam ka thei khe thak a, ka va thou khe thak nawn a, ka BIBLE sim di ka va la a Bible sam no. 37 na ka hon sim ta hi, huai ka hon sim khin phetphet in ka lum nawn leuleu hi. Zingchiang Pathianni a hih toh ka kikhop na di ahih toh chi in alarm dak 5 in ka koih hi.
Zingkal dak 5 in alarm hong ging petmah hi. Kei leng ka thou pah tingteng a zingkal huih khite dong in ka inn kiim ah ka vaak kual hi. Zingsang vasa ten Toupa phat in haam chiak chiak uhi, kei leng zing devotion chi dandeuh ka in a ka neih gige pen ka sun zom nawn hi. Huchiin zing dak 7 khong hong ging ta in an khong ka hon nek u leh kikhop di hong hun thei pah nawn hi. Ka biakinn uh ka inn ua pan gamla ahihman in gari a ka kuan a ngai hi. Gari a ka hon kuan khiat dek leh zan nitak a Kikim in na hon tot di chih ka lung sim ah hong suakguih hi. Kei leng zekai kisa sim mah leng ka hon tawn di ka chihsa a hih ziak in ka va tawn thouthou hi. Kikim te in lamzuan in gari in ka hon tai charchar hi. A inn uh ka tung tak in Kikim hi kisa sa in ana om hi. A kizem dan ka et chiang in angel mah bang zen in vaak a, numei hiai kan a hoih ka mu kha nawn ding in ka kiging kei hi. Hoih chihtak in ahoih a ka mit in Kikim a en chimthei kei hi.
Gari ah hong tuan a, Ukhual bang dia na hon huchi et maw, a hon chi a, kenle na etlawm lovoi hiai kan a numei hoih mu nawn di ka maw, ka chihleh hon tum zat a, ash! huai khong hon chi kei ve zum huai khemkhem eive a hon chi hi. Huaichi kawmkawm in ka en thouthou hi. Gari a tai ding bang phawkpha nawnlou in Kikim ka hon en den kha hi. Kikim in Ukhual gari hon start ta ve biak inn kai kizekai di eive hon chih leh ka phawk khe pan hi. Ka hong kipan khe ngal uhi, gari ka heklai na ngawn in leng ka en khakha a, ka et chiang a hong nuih maai zawk mah chiang in akilawm deuhdeuh a ka en chim theikei deuhdeuh hi. Biakinn ka hong tung tak un nupa mah bang in ka tut na mun uah ka hon tu khawm chetchat uhi. Kikhop sung na ngawn in leng Kikim kia ka va en kha naknak hi. Thugentele ngaikha zezen lou in Kikim kia ka hon en khop hi. Huchia ka hon ettak in Kikim in Ukhual hon hichi et kei ve nawplou eive, a hon chi a, nang a mah na deih dandan in na hon en thei voi inn khong ah biakinn sung zah taak deuh di eive, a hon chi hi. Kikhawm tawp tak in inn lam zuan in ka hon pai kik leuleu uhi.
Hun leh nite bang hong pai zungzung in ka kingaih na uh thuk lut deuhdeuh hi. Ka hong kingai deuhdeuh ua, kimu lou in sawt ka omzou nawn ta kei uhi. Office kaitawp chiang in hun lem ka muh naak ua leh ka zang khawm gige ua, ka hon ki-tawp (kiss) zeel sam uhi. Hunte manpha thei pen in ka hong zat sawm ua ka kimuh naak ua leh ka kikawi hiam in hunte ka hong zang uhi. Nikhat ngei tuh office lah suti a hih chiang in, chi in Kikim te inn ah ka va hoh hi. A inn uah ka va hoh in tuh ka inn mah a bang a, a nute lah a siamthei mahmah mai ua kava lum ka zezen hi. A nute khong toh hoihtak mai in ka kihoulim hi, ka hong houlim tak un anu in bang chikchia kiten sawm na hi ua, hon chi guih mokleh kei leng ka nervous mahmah mai hi. Ken leng a dawnzokna di theilou in nuih kawm in noulam na mannak ua leh chuh a kimansa kahi chi'n ka dawng hi. Huai ka dawng khit phet in Kikim pa'n nou lam hon kingak eita ve nou na man huthut uh chi mai dan ka hi uh, a hon chih leh kei bang ka kipakpet mah a ka chihummul bang a thou zezen hi. Kei lah ka lungsima kipakgu mahmah hi ngal lah gen khe ngam lou in ka om hi. Kipak tak in inn lam ka pai ta hi.
Kenleng Kikim ngai petmah kahi a ka sungkuante kiang a hel ding bang in ka nawh zel a himah leh sungkuante'n bang chi sa a duam ah hon hel pihpahkei uhi. Ka nu kiang ah ka dong a, bang chikchia hel di i hi ua, ka kingaih ulah na theihsa uh hi a, ka chihchiang in awl a hel theih ahi kin huai lou lua ahi. I heel lo di khong a hon chi san zel uhi.. Kei leng huai chiang in ka lungdam mawk zel hi. Nikhat tuh ka pa toh ka,nu Kikim thu a kihou uh ka za a, ka zak tak in chuh ka nak kipah lua hi. A gen ding dan leng ka thei kei a, hih ding bang leng ka thei kei a ka nuinui kha hi. A kikup uh ka zaakte lak a khat tuh hiai bang ahi “ i tapa pa a ding in Kikim va hel sak le hi ta lou maw? a kingaihna ulah a sawt thou ta a amau le piching lam ahihtak toh heel mai le hilou maw? Khuakhualpa bang a na ngaih dan” chih ahi hi. Kenleng huai teng thu ka zaak tak in ka kipak lua a, Kikim ka phone pah ngal hi. Kikim kiang ah ana kisa ou hong heel petmah di kahi ta uh ka chih leh Kikim le a kipak petmah a, a nui mai hi. Ukhual ka hon ngailua hon pi meng le chin ka lunggulh pen ahi hon chi hi.
Ka nute hi strict mahmah khat le chitak mahmah khat ahih na uah Kikim sisan khawng test ding in a ngen ua Kikim in leng phal pah in a sisan khawng ka test ua kanu te chih teng uh ka hih sak zawh un lungkim tak leh lungmuang tak in ka om sak uhi. Huai ka hon zawh tak un chu kanute a heel ding in a hong kuan ta uhi. Singpi a va khai ua, zingkal in a va et ua leh ana kidawn gai vek hi, huai tuh green signal chih na ahi. Kou nute deih dan in ka kiteen ding pen uh chi tuam deuh le chih deihna in a hun ding kha li a hon hal sak ua, huai kha li sung a thilhih di teng teng hih gai vek ding, kikhak ding leh van piak ding te huai hun sung a kipiak leh khak ding huai zawh kiteen ding ahi a hon chi uhi. Kikim nu leh pa ten leng lem hon sak pih uhi. Huai kha li chin di kaal ka ngak lah mahmah uhi. Kikim in leng a ngaklah a ka, kihou khak teng bang un a hon gengen kha nak hi. Ken leng a ut leh phur dante thei ka hihman in ka theisiam mah mah zel hi. Niteng phial in ka kihou gige ua phone a ka kihou louh chiang un leng mun khat hiam mun thoveng na hiam khat ah ka kimu zel uhi.
Kha khat bang hong paita in ka om dan ngei in ka om uhi. Himahleh nikhat tuh Kikim a pan call hiam message hiam khat leng ka mu kei mawk hi, ken leng lamdang sa lua in ka phone leh a pick up het kei hi. Huai tak in kei leng ka lung hi mawh lua a hihman in ka gari ka la khia a Kikimte inn lam manawh in ka hong taai ta hi. Ka tun kaal bang ka ngak lah mahmah mai a, ka lungsim a nop het kei hi. A inn mun uh ka tungta a himahleh a inn uh chabi ana kikhai mawk hi. Kei le huaitak in ka lungsim nop lou deuhdeuh a hih man in a inn vengte kiang a kakan leh den zek a pawt khia uh a hih dan a inn kiang te a pan ka hon thei khia hi. Himahleh Kikim ka call chiang in a la het kei a, a ring lah paipai hi na zen pi in kua man hon dawng het kei hi. Huai tak in a lohngaihna theilou ka hihman in Kikimte office ah ka va kan hi. Huai a ka va kan leh tuni office hong kai lou a hih dan ka thei khe zel hi, a lohngaihna theilou in a innkong uah ka ngak mai hi. Khua lah mial di hi ta, a nute le hong pai tuanlou uh, ke'n le a inn kong ua tu a, ngak ngitnget in ka om hi. Huchia ka om laitak in ka phone a hon ging a ka et leh ka nute a hi a kalak leh Kikim thu hon hilh hi. Kikim hi damlou a damdoi inn a om uh a hihdan ka thei suah hi. Kei lah hehsim kawm lah beidong a ka om lai tak a ka theih khiak ziak in ka ki-leh-pah daih hi. Huai thu ka zaak phet in gari in kin a kin in ka diang nawn leuleu a innlam ka va naih masa hi. Thu chian thei nuam ka hih man in innlam kava pha masa di ka chi a, inn lam ah ka hong pai ta hi. Inn ka hong tung tak in thu chiang zaw sem ka hon thei khia hi huai tuh Kikim dal lou na damdoi inn a om ahih dan leh a nu leh pa ten le thei nailou uh a hih dan ka thei suah hi. Ka nute kiang a ka dong sawn lai a amau a bang chi theih uh hiam chih ka dot leh inn kiang a pawt kha ten a hon hilh uh ahi hon chi hi. Ken len thu chian teng ka theih chet nung in damdoi inn lam ma nawh in ka hon paita hi.
Damdoi inn ka hong tung tak in chuh Kikim ka mu a damlou gim mahmah in kamu hi. A lu khawng a si pawt leh a kam khawng a si lo khia ka mu tak in ka kidek zou kei a ka mittui a hong pawt hi. Ken leng a hih ding dan theituanlou in ka va pom mai hi. A nute ka phone dek chiang in lah a number uh ka nei kei a, Kikim phone la in a nu te Kikim damdoi inn a om a hih dan ka hilh ta hi. Huaitak in Kikim nu leh pate'n hon delh pah in damdoi inn ah hong tung pah uhi. Kei leng a nute hong tung tak un ki-awng suut in doctor pa kiang ah kava pai a, a condition ka dong hi bang ziak a hichia om hiam ka chih leh doctor pan hi hichiin hon gen hi
“ a kipuk na lam ah a lu a tat kehkha hi, a hon chi a, kenle huai chauh maw ka chih leh hilou a hon chi a, doctor pan a nuai lam en kawm in blood cancer last stage a hi ta a hon chi hi” keileng huai ka zaak phet in ka lung a dong mahmah a, a gen didan tuan le kathei kei a ka chimoh gawp hi. Ka mittui khawng a hon luang a kaplou di ka chih chiang inle ka kap kha nak hi. Amah kiang ah ka va pai a mit san gelgol sa in lungkham koh Kim dampah na di i hi aw, Pathian muang peuh le ka chi a, ka mittui a hong taakkhe guih a kei leng kidek zou lou in ka kapkhesuk mai hi. Kikim in Ukhual bang dia huchi kap na hi a, a hon chi a, kenle ka hon ngailua a kap ka hi a chi hi. Amah lah a khuh chiang hi in a pau chiang hi leh a kam a si tam pi pi a hon lo khia zel a ken le ka en ngam kei zezen hi. Hichi in nikhat damdoi inn a ka hon zang bei ta uhi. A kiang ka khah suah ut kei a, ann ne hiam thil hih di om peuh chiang inle ka pawt khe ngei kei hi. Huchiin nikhat leh zaan khat damdoi inn a ka hong ki-et kol nung un doctor pan lah dam dia hon gingta nawn mahmah lou ahih chiang in inn lam a ki-enkol ding in thu a hon peta mai hi.
Inn lam ah ka hong ki-et kol tak un Kikim inleng a natna a hon thei ta hi. Amah leng hing ding a kikoih mawng mawng lou hi. Ka hon ki-enkol toutou ua, nikhat tuh gim chih tak in a hon gim hi. A hon koi a Ukhual ka hon ngailua, ka hon itlua koi mah ah hon pai san het ken aw, nang lou in ka hing zou kei di. Kap kawm in nang na omlouh na a bang mah nawp hetlou ahi, khawng a hon chi a kei leng kidek zou lou in ka kap mai hi. Ken leng kap kawmkawm in Kim koi mah a hon paisan lou di ka hi, nang kiang kia a om di ka hi chik mah chiang a hon paisan ngeilou ding ka hi, nang hon paisan zaw ken aw Kim ka chi a, kap lou ding ka chih chiang in ka kidek zou mahmah kei a ka kap kha huthut hi. Kikim in Ukhual ei ka hon ngai lomahmah, hon koi ve maw hehpihtak in, a hon chi a, kenle ka kawipah ngal a ka tawp tonton mai hi. Huai zoh in Kikim in Ukhual sian lemgel louh hin teh maw ei nihgel hawm simthu a hon chihtak in ka khasiat tha a hong suak loguih a kap kawm in, Kim sian lemgel ahi hiah tan i tung theih maban a le na hong dam dia, i kiteng dia ta leng tampi i nei di aw ka chi leh Ukhual nang zuau gen siamlua a hon chi a, huai a hon chih zawh phet in a naak hong buai a, a hon beisan mai ta hi. Kei leng ka kap a Kim hon paisan tel di na maw, hon ngai lua na chichi hilou a maw bang dia hon paisan dek na hia khong chi in a luang tung a kap kawm in ka pau ni louh hi. Kikim in hon beisan nung kei leng suicide a bawl sawm lai ka sung ten hon tuak kha in hon hun kheman ua kei leng silou phet a hing in ka om mai hi.
©Siamsinna leh Vakiangbu
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