UNTITLED

By ~ Ricky Guite

January ni sawm 1993 kum in leitung khua vak kwn mu hi.ka nulehpa akipah di dan uh bel gen siam a hak tel.

Ka nulepa kipah na in sawt a daih kei tel mai kum li ka hyh kum 1997 may kha in ka sang di lamka dam doi in ah ka nun hon nei a himah leh ka nau hong piang in ka nun a liam na thuak zoulou in ka ute nih toh kapa toh ka nau toh kei hon nusia in amuan toupa kiang hon na zawtsan hi.

Ka nau in bel ka nu mel a thei Mankei hi.

Kum li hipan a tagah hinkhua zat cuh a haksa tel mai.

Huchia kum bng jah hiam nu wmlou a ka wm tak un ka pan ZI hn nei a ka nunawn a hong himai hi.khosakna zang tuam mah2 inleh nunei khat hong suak ka hihman un ka unau un ka lung muang mah2 hi.

Ka upa(ka unau lak ua upa pen)leng tang val thei ta a hih man inleh gam leh nam it mah2 ahih man in nam sepaih in hong lut a ka pan le khosakna a noptuam deuh khak leh chiin security guard ding in vaigam lam ah hon kuan san a ka nu heu in kou unau numei teng in ah hn nusia hi.

Hun bang tan hiam nung in ka upa hng ki gui wk(suicide)a oi tel ki pah na in swt adaih kei tel.

Kum bang jah hiam zoh in ka pa le inlam a hng pai in ka nunawn toh kou a tate toh khosak khwp mah lung gulh ing mundang a wm cyh lung nuam kei chiin kuan ut nwnlo hi.

Huchia kum bng jah hiam sing tang a ka khosak sung un ka unu le nungak thei ta a hih man in pasal hn neihsan hi.

Ka pa ZU dawn mi ahih man in in ah le hon wm pih manlo a zankhua khua in laithai ki mawl jel hi.

Kou unau hon enkol man lou inleh ka nunawn thu bawl in neu chik ka hih lai un ka pan mun dang(state pua)ah hon koih hi.

Huchi a kum bng jah hiam mundang a kava wm zoh un kei le inlam ngai lua ka hih man inleh ka lawmte ka ngaih luat man in ka hong kik hi.ka hong kik zoh kum bang jah hiam nung in lamka ah kani kiang ah kong wm a skul huai ah kwn sunzwm hi.

Ka nikiang a ka wm sung in pawl sawm kwn zou a ka pate le lamka ah hong pem uhi.

Bng thujiak a kapa toh ka nu hng kikhen get ua ken bel na ka sa lo lawm2 kei hi.(mitheih in zumhuai bng mh leh).

Huchia kanu leh pa hng kikhen nwn tak un leh ken le mitheih in bngtham hikei mh leh sawmlenih bng zou thei ka hyh man in teacher in mundang ah ka va sem a laisim toh ka thuah hi.

Laisim toh teacher thuah haksa lua ahyh man in kei le inlam ah kong kik thak hi.

Inlam kong tun kik tak in ka pan le zi a na nei a azi le a lampam singsat a hi ngei dia ZU hai in ahai petmah hi.

Ka nau ahih leh vaigam a katanaute uh kiang a a wmnaten skul ana Zu hai in hon hai petmah hi,nitak teng in ka pa toh dawn khwm thei jel ua bng ki thu tuak vanglak uh cyh di hinteh hn kham tak2 chiang un bel uileh kel wmkhwm bng jel ua kei a ding in haksa theilua hi khat vei2 bng hin tha man le wmlou chi a ki ngaih siat vung2 hun bng tam jel e.

Kanau le vaigam lam a ka tanauten skul ana kai sak uh a nuam sa vanglak ahi di ka hou pih chiah nwp asak dan kia hon gen khwp veh.

Kum bng jah hiam joh in kenle kanau ka houpyh a bawi kwn ngai gwp hiai lam ah hng pai mai ve inek nek nekhwm dia ngolh leh ngawl khwm ni chi in ka sam khia hi.

Huchiin kanau hng pai a kenle siamgan in leh kapate nitha toh ka ki vak zou ham2 uh cih di hin teh.

Kanau in pathian vualjawlna toh nikhum in pawl sawm hon zou a pathian min ka phat hi.ken le pathian pan pyh na toh tukum in BA 2nd year bng ka sim thei ta a tun a hih leh nghathal ah ka inkuan un ka khosa lel lel ua kapa ten bel sep theih theih sem ua ken khawlsiam zang in mi in a siam gan in ka kuan jel a tun a hyh leh ka ekzam lel2 hi.

Hiai thu a hyh leh numei khat in a tuah mi kua hiam in a phattuam pyh khak leh hn gelh in a cyh jiak a kwn gelh a hi.

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