KA NGAIHNOU KIANG A LAIKHAK

By ~ Thang Haulai Ffetg 

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Ka sanlai ngaihnou,,

Ngaihnou aw tu hun a laipek a na kiang a lai kon khak mawkmawk pen lamdang nasa sim di maw? Phone tungtawn a kihou gige himah le hang, nidang a i kihou dan ngeina lou in kihou in, thu tamlou kikum khawm le chi kahi. Phone zang a thugelh a I ki hou chiang in kampau khum pipi iki muam sek a, a chang chiang in iki hehsan ni le a om khasek hi. Huaite a poimoh in a manpha kei ka chihna bel hilou in, lamdang sasim lah kipak kawm ngal a na om na dia hiai laidal tungtawn a na kiang ah, thu poimoh ka sak mahmah gen nuam a kon khak ahi. Na itna toh na lungtang tengteng le tel in ngentel tak a hon na simsuak sak din ka hon ngen masa hi.

I ki ngaihna le hun bangtan hiam paita ahih man in, ikal a iki zopna khaugui pen khauh semsem leh hoih semsem in ka thei hi. Nang toh houlung kup nuam in navak huai kasa a, na’ng le nuamsa nahi chih nang a pan za kahih man in ka hon ngaihna pen nisim in a khang semsem hi. Na omdan leh na kamsuak khum ngingei, na mit hah kilawmtak te kamuh a kazak na a pan in, na hon it mahmah a, tu hun leh maban a hun hong tung di te ah hon muang mahmah a, hon lamen mah mah nahih dan ka chian semsem hi. Ken leng kei a pan nang adia ka piak khiat theih zahzah pekhia a, nang a dia muanhuai a om ding in ka hon chiam hi.

Mi sang zatam lak a pan in kei sese na hon it in na hon muang a, na tung ah kaki pahna a lian petmah hi. Khat veivei in i mihing hihna in hon pumluah leh hon thazoh mahmah ni te om ahih man in non it taktak a non ngaih taktak a leh hiai thil kon gensuk te hoihdeuh in ana chiamteh inla, nang leh nang dai ana ki kaihkhum din ka hon ngen hi.

Mihing te pen iki kholh tam deuhdeuh, iki houpih mun deuhdeuh leh ki nelzawk sem na leh ki zopsem na piang a, iki houlim na apan in, banglam sem ut a, banglam in a lungsim la hiam? chih te leh i vei mahmah thilte theihtheih in om hi. Ei tegel zong ki houtam ta, ki thuah tam ta i hih man in, i ki naih semsem in iki nel semsem hi. Ngaihnou aw ka hon it ziak leh kon ngaih ziak a , nu leh pa le hi nailou pi a kawi a hon tawp ka sawm khak a leh ana kiveng in aw, lauhuai kahi. Huai hun chiang in i omna mun a pan in hon paikhiak san in. Nungak leh tangval i hih lai a, kikawi a ki tawp chih pen khelhna hikei mah leh,khelhna hon tunthei, a meikuang hon pansak theitu ahi uhi. A kuansak di leh di louh di pen nang tung ah hong ki nga lian mahmah ding hi. Huaihun chiang in, a khonung a meikuang phelhmit sawm sang in hon halsak dah vet mai in. Mei in a hal khak thilkhat peuhmah a ngeina batsak theih hi nawnlou a, zong i pilvan kei a leh haltum dimdem man thei lai hi. Hehpih tak in huchi bang hun hong tun khak zenzen a leh hon halsak dah vet inla, huaimun apan hon paikhiak san pah mai in. Nou numei te leh kou pasal te kibang mahmah lou i hi uh. A tangpi in numei te’n kikawi chih khawng ah ngaihsutna dang nanei kei ua, kou pasal te’n s3x lamlam ana ki ngaihtuah man khanak hi. Na hon it taktak a leh, kei leh midang apan in dai kikhung inla, huai dai pen zong kem in humbit ngam in. Non it ziak leh non ngaih ziak a, a hunlou pi a keikiang a non ki pumlat hetlouh ding ahi. Pasal te’n dai kikaih khumlou, a huangsung a ut dandan a lut theih zial zial numei te pen ki zahtak vet lou a, a tawntung a tenpih ding in zong deihna khat zong ki neilou hi. Na hon it ziak in nang kon itna leh zahtak na kon neih pen hon lak khiak sak ding in nna bangmah hon sepsak kei in.

Na siang ah laitual ka hong leng zeel a, nuamtak leh lungtai tak in na sungte mai ah hon zahpih hetlou in non tutpih a, non ki kholhpih zeel ziak in le na tung ah ka lung a dam mahmah hi. Nang ka hon ngaihluat ziak a biakinn a ki khawmlou zen a ka hon hoh khak a leh, maitai tak in hon na dawn het ken aw. A taisia , a kitam dek, a khaang lel lel pasal khat ngaikha nahi. Kitam leh a neng te in nang hon suna thei a, hon liamsak theih ahih man in hon na kipahpih kenla, ki vengsiam tak kawm in ka kitap louh nang in hon veng hoih in.

Eigel chouh a hun i zatkhop zeel pen manpha kasa a,nuam le kasa hi. Khat veivei eigel chouh in i pawt zeel a, huaihun te ka ngaihtuah khak chiang in hampha kisak na toh, ka hon itna a pung deuh deuh a, ka mai a nuihmel hon belhsak tu leng ahi hi. ka ngaih aw, nitak a pawt di ka sawmpih khak zihzeh leh , non itna leh ngaihna pen a langkhat ah koihkhe zual in la, na lungsim chiimtak zang in hon ki ngaihtuah masa in. A poimoh hun a kon zot khak chiang in le, nang chouh in hon mawk paipah ken. Na lawmte hiam, na sang gam te hiam, mi khat bek hon tonpih teitei in. ei gel kal thu ki maituah a, limtak leh hoihtak a kikup khop di a om chiang in, sun, khovak lai in nou inn hiam ahih kei a leh restaurant khawng ah genkhawm ni chi in hon hilh zaw in. Huai hilou a mun daih zikzek na mun, kuamah omlouh na mun ah kon nget khak a leh a na pilvang ain. Sawmkholh ahih louh hang in, sisan hatlai ahih ban ah mihing taksa ki polai ahi. Ki ven kan omlou hi. Ka hon ngai mahmah ngal a, thilhoih ka tel khak louh hun in nang ei a ding in hon tel in aw. Theisiam lou a ka om khak zenzen a leh na lungsim ana vak kual sak in. I kikhen khak di nalauh main a ka gengen non mawk pawng zuih ding zong hisam lou hi. Limtak in na ngaihsun masa ding a, a san na hon dong lai ding a, huai zoh chiang in non aw di leh di louh di thupuk na ana lapan in. Huai ka chih hang in thil ka gen khempeuh mah non nial ding zong hisam lou hi. A poimoh hia? poimoh lou, chih thukhentat siam na pen i hahzil hong kisam mahmah ding hi.

Kei non khual siam mahmah a, ka lawmte lak a ka zahlak ding zong na hon khual siam mahmah hi. Ka ngaih aw, na hon khual ziak a kei a di mawng mawng a thil non hihsak te kei di’n manpha lua a, na migit na hon chian semsem ing. Nang kiang a om ut a ka hon hoh chian in leh kon pawtkhiak khak pih chiang in, na sapum ah dai ki kaihkhum inla, na ki vatna, na silh leh ten te a pan in hon theisak in aw. Kon maingal luat theih ding leh zahtakna kon neihtheih louh na di tan a hon kivan lou ding in kahon ngen hi. Na kivatna te ah; niik siing lua, khekol tom lo zozen a pheiteng dawk zozen thei te in hon kivan ken la, khekol gaklua, puanak ngawng bak lo zozen leh, puansilh pan lo zozen te in hon kivan kei hamham in. Ka mit a ka muh, ka kam a ka gen khiat louh hang in, ka lungsim a hong om thil te, gen ngam huailou thil te hikha thei hi. Huaiteng zong kei a dia etlawmpen na hih theih na dia non hihsak ahi chih ka theisiam a, a langkhat lam ah kei non khual a, na ki piakzohna thupi kasa lua. Nalh zaw na nalh lua a, himah leh na kilawm het kei hi. Nang ka hon ngaituah chiang a na ki cheidan te toh hon kilang khawm ding ahih man in, maban ah poi mahmah kha thei ding in upna nei ing. Niteng a kon ngaihtuah gige khat nahi. Niteng a i ngaihtuah gige thilte in i lungsim leh i hinna hon khoih kha a , thilkhat peuhmah ah ki lawpna hon tun hi. Huai kilawpna i neih te leh i lungsim a i vei te pen alangtang a nasep khiatna in hon zui zeel hi. Huai ahih man in ngaihnou aw, a hunlou pi a theigah loh utna, thanop na leh kilawpna apan hon veng in. Numei etlawm leh zahtak huai kasak te kon hilh diam? hehe..

Kei a dia a kilawmpen a na om ut a leh maw, nahih sasa bang in honki zuun in la, ki susiangthou gige in maitai na toh. Na kizep na ah aleklua thil te, atung a kon gen te dan in omken la, makeup zang khengval lua in omkei le chin, na sakmel maitak tak et in lawm pen ding a, na duang mawi leh nalhpen ding a, zong na ngaih huaina hong pung semsem ding a, ngaihbaang pen ding hi chia. Eh! Na sam sau ngihngiah na ki lawmpih mahmah pen kha maw, na tan khak zenzen a leh le, tomlua in tan ken aw. Na sam sau ngihngiah toh kilawm khawm kon salua.

Relationship i chih pen khat leh khat kizopna hi a, ki hanthawn na leh ki dopsang tuahna in zat theih a, ki kaihniam na leh ki suksiatgawp na in zong zat theih veve hi. I malam hun ding saupi enkawm in i nih in kal suankhawm ni maw. Tu leh tu in ki it leh ki ngaitak in i om a, kikhen ngeilou ding bang in i lungsung ah kizopna nei mah le hang, kawlni in hon suahpih theih gige thilte ki theilou sak kei ni in pilvang ni. I kal ah Pathian I omsak ding a, i gen teng i za sak ding a, i thil hih teng amah theihpih na toh sem ni.

Eh!... kon gen nop khat omlai, sau leh le poisak dah suk mai ni maw.. hehe

“Mihing te ki itna pen chiklai peuh in beithei gige, tulthei gige a, Pathian in hon itna pen tulthei ngeilou hi. Nihgel itna pen a kiam hun hong thung thei gige ahih man in, Pathian itna pen ki kop pih ni. Huaiziak in kei sang in Toupa it in ngaih penpen in nei masa zaw in la, kei sang in muang zaw thamtham in la, kei kiang a naki piak sang in amah a din kipe masa zaw in. kei thu sang in amah thu man in ana nei masa zaw le chin,ka sanlai ngaih aw, nang a dia siam kahih nak a leh Pathian in na angsung ah hon koih lo mahmah ding ahi. Kei toh i kal sang in Pathian toh na kal ngaihkhawk in nei masa zaw in aw. Kei maipha sang a Pathian maipha na zon masak zawk ding ahi. Hileh thilteng ei a ding hi taktak ahi.

“Khovel leh asung a om tengteng Toupa thil neih, Toupa a ahi. Leitung leh asung a teng mi tengteng le amah a vek ahi.” SAM 24:1

*Kon itna pen hon ginlelh sak het ken la, Pathian thuchiam te muanzawk in nei in.*

Nang hon it leh hon ngai.

suanthang H.

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