WINTER LOVE

By...Qubtonk paite.

Nitak huih hong nung hiau hiau ta jan lah ihmu thei mah mah lou in ka hei leh leh hi..jing kar ding bang ka ngak lah pet mah a,hong vak ding ngak in ka lup na tng ah ngaihtuah tampi ka nei hi....ka lawm pan janlam ah hiai no. Na thei kha hia a hong chih ka phok khia a.phone hoih le ki toi zou nai lou black and white ka zat lai a hi a.huai le ka pi in hong lei sak a hi....chingneu ahi a' jingkar ka thoh phat phat in ah wish ka bawl pah a,ching....'Gud morning' chih ka khak hi..aman nang kua e? Hong chi aken le hong thei lou mw.bajar a singpi i dawn khwm lai ua,ka lawmpa'n na no. Hong pia a,ken le hong txt ka hi.hong thei lou mw?.....uthang, maw? Hi,...nang mipa kong vo de....

Zingkar a pau ki hou pan ta in an khawng ne khinta huci in ah....sun in 'chingneu' ci in amin ka phuah sak a,amah le nui in min phuah siam na cya a hong chi a,ken le siam khang na kamuh ahuai chih ding a hoih sa ing a.huai jiak a huai kong chih hi..'na heh hia?.poi mah mah kei kanu ten le huai dan ahong sap uh hi....ken le tuni bang na sem di e! Ka chih leh puan sawp d,nangla uthang..kei in ah septhei thei in kiang khong ka hah siang di..uthang na fel chi lua ka chi nang mah mah,mi thanuam te jo hih din g thei uh a mw.nang lehuai bang bang na hi....chi mok ei ve, fel jou mah mah khang ei.na kamsiam khong hi inteh 'ching,..uthang, ka tak tak a hi..kipah huai e..na sep ding wm ahih toh na ka hong sem phot dia,nitak cia ki txt nawn le mw....chi in msg ka hong k i khol phot uhi.

Hiai hun kei a ding in ah ka lungkham na hun.2012 kum june kha a hong hi ta hi.,.ka nunlui toh ka kikhen nung uh ahi a,haksa ka sa petmah a,kipah na ding ka jawng a kamu jou kei hi...,ka first love in pasal hong neih san a..ki ngai lai hi mah le ung,sesum ka neih louh jiak in,sesum haute a hong belh san a,kei a din hun jau ding dan le katheijou kei haksa ka sa pet mah.....',juan lou dam tui awm leh dawn nuam veng o... Hiai hun tak in ah...sengual in lah kalunggel thei siam lou....selung ka juan puak sing bang lel lua ki sa in ham bang vai ka ki sa pet mah hi.....hun lui te ngaih tuah kawm kawm in ah pau lou phun lou in ah,ka lungsim ah hun lui tegel in khat vei vei khong haksa ka sak luat jiak in kana sep na ah..ka khol leh ka pi hong pai a nagim ta hia? Thang...hong chi a..pi ni salua a tolhuai mah e...na gim ding a tui dawn phot o.nakhol jel di o.en huai te ki sem siam lou a.hong ci a.inkim hah pai suk pai touh haksa sa pi khat ana hi....

Na sepding te jou khin nitak an nek bang a hong hun nawn ta a..mi in ah laisim a wm ki hi jomah toh sepding bawl ding teng ka jou a.an ka hong ne khin ua... Ka room sung ah...agim thou toh ka toldam a....ka awm lai tak in,....ka phone ah msg hong lut ging ka ja a...ken le ka phone ka et leh....'Uthang,an nejou ta mw....chih chingneu in a hong khak a ken le...'Hi, nangla...chih ka thuah ngal hi...aman le hi...na vah na hia?...ahong chi a....'Hmm...tuni na na sepna na gim di mw? A hong chi pah nawn a,..gim khol khang pasal huai khong gimsam lou e....chìh ka thuah hi.....bang tan hiam ka ki txt nung un dak tampi ana sat man ta a.....'Ching, ka hong phone thei diam..na aw mah mah jak ka ut a...cih msg in ka khak nawn h.....huai ka chìh joh automatic bang mai in... Awle...ei khong na hong phone ut nak in chu... Ahong ci a...ken le ka phone pah hi.....ka houlim kha jojen ua...phone in ah.minutes 30 bang ka ki hou uh hi....ahinkhua haksa a sak dan le atangval pan khen a hih dan khong a hong hilh hi....kenle ka nunlui in pasal hong neih san dan khong ka gena....aman le poi a sak dan khong ahong hilh hi...ei gel kibang na hang e mw...i thil tuah,..kei jawng ka tangval pan zi hong neih san a...kapkap ka hi....ahong ci hi....huai a hong cih leh ka lungtang hong phu jut kha wm in ka thei a....'Ching, sian lemgellouh bang chin ibawl thei tuan dia. .......

Ka chih joh in....tut,tut..tut... Chi in.... ka balance in hun ta hong chi hi leh k lawm in,a hong bei san ta hi....msg ah...'ching..ka balnce a hong bei ta ve....ka ci a aman le poi kei thil hi thei mah hi...'UThang,nang jo thil thei hi ve teh o..ka theisiam louh tanpha na hong gen leh thil thei thak bang nei ka hi....kapuak bang jang tuam in ka thei....na ihmut..a suak ta hia? Khong hong chi a ken le suak thou ta mah e..hlele tawm chik ki txt lai ni mw.,...i haksatna te ki kum jel ni mw?Hi....awle o.....ka chìh a msg ka khak lam ka thei lai a huai nung ka phok nawn kei hi...ka gintak sang a,ka na sepna tol lua ka na hi ding a....ihmu ka na hi mai mah hi.....khua ka phok leh jing khua ana vak ta dak 5 bang ana ging man ta hi.kei le ka phone ka et leh Uthang.....hong ihmut san maw...mangpha man ni awle....mangpha.., chih ka mu a..janitak a ih mut san kha ka na hi mai mah hi....ka ki suanglah sim a....ki txt jual ni aw ka chih khak bang ka kisik jojen hi...ka ki hah sianga.... Haa,...khawng nawt in ka ki hah joh in singpi dawn din kitchen room ah ka pai tou hi..ka in uh asawng a hìh jok mah toh ka golh petmah hi mai…..

ka pi leng a ana thou pan pan a,kei leng ka mel a lat dan in gim ka hih dan ka pi'n a thei mai a....tujing ken singpi ka hong awm di o le lim tak in ah....kenle bang mah ka gen nawn tuan kei a..a gei ah pau lou phun lou in ka ding hi....an khong hong huan min ua.ken le insung khwng ka hah siang a table khwng ka nul a,inkong khawng ka phiat siang a,car leng kasawp siang hi....ka van te koi ding chi a ka lak leh msg tone a hong ging a ka et leh ka lawmpa'n 'Gud mrng....friend... Chih ahong khak a ken le...,'best morng.... Chi in ka wish thuk ngal hi...an ne ta maw....chi in hong msg thuk kik a,kenle ne nai lou inkong phiat siang kawm leh car sawp ka hih dan ka gen a,..ok...tuni bang hih ding e?? hong chi a,..kenle bang le k hih kei di.puan sawp ding hia chi sim ka hi..,ok..nasem in ka va kuan di...an nek liim ni o...chin hong sent a.kenle nang le chi in ka phone ka send joh in ka vante ka koi hi.......

Intung lam ah sepding wm lai hiam chi a kan di'n ka kuan tou a,awm nawn lou dan in ka thei a...ka pi'n an ne ni chi in an hong thuk sak in na .'Ukim,an nek hun ta ahi....an ka nek joh un ah...ka puante a sawp theih ding teng ka la khia a.ka sawp dek leh...'Chingneu..uthang an ne jou ta mw...chi in a hong msg a...kenle 'Hi,ngla chìh ka thuah ngal a....aman le ken le ne jou ta ka hi...tuni bang hih ding e.chìh a hong thuah nawn a puan sawp ding hia.?hong sawp sak ding lah ki nei lou a........uthang huai chi kei ve...kei awm leng chu hong sawp sak ding hi ing a..Lamka chik chiah na hong pha dia....hong chi a kenle...'Ching,ken le thei nai lou ka hi....imphal tan bahara bang jah hi ta a.kajin louh na sot lo ta a,ka thei ut e....'ching, ken le thei lou kou ka car ua pai jel ung a,thei het lou ka hi....'uthang, na hong pai khak hun hun in hong thei sak in aw....na ngaih huai lua...na kamsiam lua a....na mel le thei nawn lou kei ve....hi tham e,na chih in chu....kei le lamka ka hong pha pah din ka ki gingta.....poi mawh tuam tuam le ka nei a.....ok...puan ka hong sawp phot di o..Ching... Hi tham e,Uthang na chih in chu....

Ka ki msg joh un ah,ka ngaih tuah na a pai sau lo kha a,ka puan kakoi khiat teng le thei nawn lou in ka wm a....'Na kamsiam lua a,na ngaih huai lua a chih teng in ka lungsim hong luah in tha khat a halh guih in,kapuan te la in ah sawp din ah tanky gei ah ka toi a,ka nuai nawh nawh hi....ka pi'n puan sawp mw.'Thang...in sawng tung pan hong chi suk keu kau a..Hi...pi bang a sep ding wm hia? Ka puan te sawp ding wm a..ana sawp ka hi...ka nau neu uh...'Thianhoih, in UThang,nang puan sawp mw...'Hi..kei leng ka ut.... Kei le pau tam nawn lou in...ka puan te kasawp mengmeng hi....huaite khong toh kigawm in,lamka jin thei nang lampi ding ka hong ngai tuah pan ta hi....kha nih sung bang ki wm nawn ta a lamka pha lou in....lung bang leng dek cheichuai jojen hi....ka puan sawp te jou in,intung lam ah kava phou tou a....ka room sung ah, lut hi..

Ka lupna ah lum suk in, ka tal sawn jen ka wm a...ka ngaih tuah tuah leh ka ni in na pa'n a winter jacket a lei na ding chi'n rs.2500 leh apoi mawh dang dang a lei na ding chin in..sum a hong khak chih msg ah hong lut ngal a kei ld thu mu ki sa in.... Kalungsim ah ka ki pak gu mah mah ta.... Hileleng ki nget ding a hih jiak in ka gen ngam kei a ka lit dan chu...mi lian in sung a wm ka hih jiak in ah.amau kiang a ki nget ding sih tuk in ka lin chitchiat hi.....'' Pasal in thil khat hitang tun na din ah,guum ngai leh self confidence poi mawh a hi..''chìh laibu khat ah ka sim kha hi...a kar nawn ki gin a jin din ah kaki ngaih sun a, huai adin thupuk na ka la ta hi...ka subject te khawng le en kawm in ka awm a..hun huci in huai ni ka jang bei hi....

Nitak an ne jou in,...saturday, a hih toh ki khawm ding chi in, ka kisa a,lawmte leng hong kuan ua,.gate a ka pot chet leh..UDavid, in nang le k khawm dek mw..inkuan dang te bang chi uh,man jou lou uh hia'? Hong chi a,kenle man a ki sa jou kei ua hin te chi a...ka ki hou kawm ua ka pai uh.,biakinn,ka tung ua....ka lut ngal uhi....

Ki khawm top in ah,ka pai a ka room sung ah,ka lut ngal hi...phone in a ka koih a hi a,msg wm ding kasak leh bang mah a na wm kei a,mak ka sa sim hi....phulou tangliang hong ngaidam in lia nu nasiang lam juan ding in jaw,.sen tu'n in jawng ma chiang palang hong nang ding uh hi e......chih la khawng ka lungsim ah hong suak khia..ka room sung ah,kei mah jak leh siam ka kisak dantak in,ka sa hi....ka lasak a thu kangaih tuah thak thak a leh...phulou tangliang hong ngaidam in.ka chih pen ka lungsim ah.hong awm lo mok a..kei a a dia siam hi lou ding a hi,chih ngaigdan ka hong mawk ta hi....pai leng le ki muh sak ding hia?ki muh sak louh ding chih kia ka lung sim ah hong awm lo mok jaw ta a,huai ah ka buai sim ta hi....ka jinding kar bang chu ka ngak lah pet mah hi...lamka a,Chingneu toh ki mu kik nawn di.nidang a theih sa te hilehle ki muh khak louh nakha bangjah hiam pah liam ta a hih toh saturday tun kar ka ngak lah dan chu genthei ahi ta kei..

CHINGNEU LAWMNU, CHINGNOU TOH..

Nunlui ngaih tamsial lel na ding in simlei ah minbang ka hong piang maw,niteng a hun jat din dan le wm kei a,puan ak thak lei ding...,'chingneu, toh ki mu ding chih ka ngaih sut na a hi ta.....niteng in ah sep pi lua le wm lou college kai a hi mai hi...mi in a wm ahaksat na tam thei mah mah apasal toupi khat mi in ah wm chih khong ka ngai sut chiang ah,naa ka sa hi.ka nuleh pa ten college hong kai sakjou nawn lou ding chih ka thei a,ka pan lah zu leh sa ne a nuam tal tak a ahinkhua jang a,kou a tate mi te eng a wm ka hi uh chih ka haih kei a,kipahna him him leng ka nei thei kei hi.....,ka nunlui...ka it masak pen..(my first love) in sesum deih na jiak in,hong tai san in,ka lungkham na ka kahna,ka gentheih na ka gen nading ka nei nawn takei hi...,hambang ka vaihna nuai simlei ah,chik chiang kawlni hong suak ding ahia!.....ka lungsim ah thil tampi hong lut a...ka hunpai sate ka ngaihsut louh a paih mang ka hah jawn pet mah hi..pathian pan pih na toh,khamthei lam ah,zu leh sa.,dawn theih atang nek thei te ah kapai kha kei vanglak hi....ka pa a pa'n sinlai lai ka mu a.zu leh sa dawn in neleng ka pa sang ahuai sia joding ka hih dan ka ki mu chian pet mah hi......

Ka nunlui kamang ngilh thei kei a,a mang ngilh na ding lampi kajawng jawng a,ka mu jou kei hi.ni khat nuvung,...ka invengte,uh Thang,nang mi in a wm ding ut lou mw.phai ah,a hong chi hi.ken le thei lou mw,nuvung ut louh chih wm di hia? Ki hak sa lua a.ka pate ka hong dawng ding a,huai joh ki thu jak thak ni maw....ka chi hi....a tom lam in ka hong gen suk mai di.....phai aka awm ut na jiak a hih leh bang dang hi lou in,ka nunlui ka it pen hi na pi,ka muh dah pen hong suak ta a,amah a ki pan pot khia,taimang theihna awm sun hun lem chang inka lamai ta hi....,heart broken.... Hiai kan a,awm nawn din khovel ah kaging ta nawn kei hi..,..ka hai lawh hial a dam kik ka hih dan,ka lawmpan ahong hilh hi...,huci a,genthei tak a ka wm lai a phai a wm in ah,tun ah chingneu toh ki ta muh thei din lampi awm ta a,a langkhat ah, ki pak mah leng kei adin lungkham na hong tun nawn lel diam mw.chih kangaih sut na ah huai in hong kam den ta mai.....,.huai kar khat sung ka hong jang tou ta ua,.kapi kiang ah ka gen a,a hong phal a,ka pi'n huci ahìh leh Thang,Tuesday ah, pai tou ni in ah,ah huai lam a inle ki nei hi ven,i nih in pai khawm ni in ah.in va hah siangni huan leng ka bawl ah,i va khou kawm di,a hong chi hi..ken le poi lou chi in lung muang tak inkat awm ta hi...hleleng,ka lungtang a toldam thei kei haksa ka salua..hiai apan hong hun khia jou ding a awm diam', chi inkei leh keika ki dawng den hi.....,

Hun te hong pai liam jel in,ah Tuesday in ka pai daìh ta ua,chingneu te ka hlh kha man nawn ta kei hi....kou nitak lam dak 3.30 in ah ka in kuan un,lamka ah ka hong jin tou ta uh, a kei gari tuang tam nai lou ka hìh na ah,gari bang ka kham nemnum hi..,ka sa-ik kak kak a,ka pi'n tui dawn ve,Thang,gari kham maw? Hong chi a ken le hi.gari kham mawk ka vele,hong dam pah in teh ka chi a,dak 5.00 in lam ka ka hong tung ua,gari kham lua akin thei pen a, pot in,toilet in nuai lam ah,ka delh ngal hi...ka mai khong ka hong phiat khia ta,kahong ki hah a.ka lu khawng ka hong sil khia a,ka lu bang ana pet mah a,ka pwywxi'n singpi dawn ni hong chi in ken le pau tam lou in ah, insung ah ka lut a,ka ka ukim, insingpi a hong pia a ken le ka la, ka dawn ngal hi.,.ki pau tam lou lua,kapi'n pau tam deuh ve,thu i gen chiang a,...yes or no,koi pen a,a ki thei jou lou a hong chi a,..ken le ka lungsim ah,ka lungjkha dan thei le chi'n jo.hong heh pih ding hi, chin a amw pi... Ka chi hi..,......

Nitak a hong hi a,an nejou in,chingneu,ka msg a an ne ta mw.ching..ka chia a.aman le hi ne jou ta,....nangla? Ahong chi a,Hi...bang na meh ua,dal..leh a lawmte kachi a,aman kou mw.maiteh leh a lawm te kameh uh hong chi a,.. Alim chi ve ka chi a,...aman lim thou mah e.....huch a sot sim ka ki msg nung un ah,..ching...i ki msg dan in ah,a him him in ah...ki ngai le bang chi na sa a....dipkua tak a kadot leh uthang, ki friendshp mai ni,kenjo kua mah ka gingta thei nawn kei....ka lawmnu a awnglai kua mah toh le kingai kha nai lou kong na gen sakdi o...chih a hong thuah ngal hi....awle.. Poi lou....ka lungsim ah,amah hlehle poi lou..fuh thou hi a....ok..nang chih dan dan hi mai......amah mi bang chi mi a?amin bang a,.Chingnou,hi amah maw hehpih huai pet mah ahi....ash bang chi dan in maw?.khamtheih hì hia?...Uthang mah chu mi hoih pet mah hi jel a hi....nangle kei ka mi hin jia na theihsa hi ven anagen him him ve maw..,ole.....chingneu in nang chick chiang a, a phai a pan hong pai ding e,...ken le thei nai lou saturday a hong pai ding ka chìh hi a. Huai chiang in ah ki muh sawm le mw....mi in a,awm ka hìh jiak im hun kinei ngei lou a, a kahongjawng di o. Ching ka chi hi..,....uthang ka genhun di ka ngak lah gawp nitak hi keileh jo a in ua, va hoh agen ngal ding ka chi hi a....ash ching,kei jum hat lua ing a...nagen di ka ngai ngam kei….

UThang, huchi jojen lou e.napasal kei ngei e...a hong chi a,kenle pasal leh pasal louh thu a hi ta kei...ching,ka zum hat luat kagen na a hi...,bang tan hiam ka ki msg nung unlum din ka kisa ka lum suk pah mai a,... Thil sau tam le ka gen nawn kei a,mangpha kakhak a,..aman le mangpha jing chiang in ka na gen di aw...uthang,mangpha....swetdream....bye....chi in ka hong kik mangpha ua,.... Kei leng gari khamlua ka hih chiang in ah,ka hi maimuai a,ka awm a nuam thei het kei hi....kalungsim ah,chingneu in a nagen ta leh amah ut kei taleh a jumhuai mah di maw.?...chìh khawng ka sai kak na lam in ah dak 10 bang ana ging tou veng vonga, tawm chik ka sak leh sotpi ana hi a,ka veng ka pam te uh le dai giik-gek in a wm ua,....keile ajing thoh baih ngaiding mi nung a thoh nuam lou pasal pipi sot lup chin louh di,zi leh ta nei leng ka zi ka taten mi phalou ding kei bang a jing thoh baih ding uh ahi.chih ka thupi khat jawng ahi......., 

Ka lungsim ah,sambang jalna laikhun tung ah,genthei haksat na te lung in gel gel veng.....,chih la a hong wm mok a,...,ka khaw ngai dedua tom lou chik sung khol ka kisak leh ana ih mu khin ta,ka khan loh leh jing khua na vak khin ta in ah,.Devotion pai hun chet inka thou a..devotion ka va hoh hi......chingneu toh leng kithujak nawn nai lou in ah..ka wm ua...anne khin ta mw uthang..a hong ki chi a,..kenle...Hi..nangla.,ka chi thuk ngal a.,...aman jan hal in jan in ka lawm nu kiang ah ka gen a,aman le poi lou.amah mibang chi mi a? Chih khawng a hong dawng.,.a ken le a h theih ding dan dan in ka na gen a hong chi hi...

Huai kajak in ah,ka lungsim khat a hong kisai khat awm in katheia,....nuam het kei....ahem ahem uthang ken le ka lawm nu ading a hong deihsak ka hi.....ok... Neu...kakipak lua.....simthu khat in luang leng kuan hong hal ding hal jou lou ding hi tuibang gawm ni......a jingchiang saturday a kimu din ka kikum ngal uhi.......adang a leng kihou sau nawn lou in ah.jingchiang a kimu din ka awm ta uhi...,ki muh ding ka chih chiang in ah,haksa ka sa sim a,hilele a lou thei lou a hi ta hi.....sun hun te jang jou in ah,.. Sun a sep ding bang bang jou in ka awm a,nitak an ne jou in ah.sun a ki gim lua a.ka pi kiang ah kalum di chi in ka lum a......chingneu kiang ah,...jingchiang a ki mu ding uh ihih leh public ground ah, aw ka chi a,aman leng awle nou in koi tak e.adik tak pen a hong chi a,hongpai le uh chin kahong na sam di...ken le kachi a.aman le....ok....jingchiang in ah, kimu ni mangpha ou uthang......ole nangle kachi thuk tei sam hi....

Jingkhua a hong vak ta a,..angak lah huai bang mah leh ka linsim pet mah hi...a jiak amah mibang chi mi a,neu hia? Lian hia?mi bang chi mi a chih ka chiang louh jiak hi.....an ne khin jou in kong ah ka tut leh ka msg ahong lut a,..uthang dak 11 a hong tung pan ding uh ka hi aw..kou awm nagamla ahih chiang a,..olf poi lou kahong thei siam lua.....hong kipan nai lou mw? Ka chi a kipan ta e.sau pihong tung ta...kou kha dak 9 a an ne sek ka hi ua,...huci hleh pot mun dang ahong bang masa ut uh a hi chih na ahi ta mai hi.....public ground na hong tung chiang un hong miss call un o,ka chipah hi..... Ole.......

Saturday a hìh toh,..na sem lou di puan sawp di chi in ka puan ak na sepna te,toh bang jah hiam kana sop h....ka puan phou laitak in ah.ka phon ka roo sung ah, höng ging kong kong a,ken le ka va pick up leh chingneu te a na hi ua,kou hong tungta...nang ko wm e.ka höng mu kei ua...goal toh ki jawn ah,inwm pen gate ah,ka awm na hong mu uh hia? Huai ah, hong pai le uh chin aw...nahong muh na ding un,gate ah ka na ding di....aw amak tel mai maw... Mihingte mah mah lamdang ka sa it na jawng a,nisa hiai bang nuai ah..kachi a ka hehpih tha a suak pet mah hi.... Amau leng a jum mah ua...khat vei a hong call thak nawn ua,koi pen e a hong chi ua.a coner ah,a muh chet din a hong ding ua,kenle ka khut in ah,ka sam a,amau leng a hong pai ua,...hong pai un insung ah, na gimlo ding ua,tui hong dawn un ka chi hi,insung ah, ka lut pih a,tui suah ka thuah ngal hi.anih un,nou ah,ka suah ah.ka hong hou lim ua,chingnou...anuam jel na hia?na dam dam na mw.ka chi a aman le hi.....jum lua leh hong jah tak lua ahi dinga, aawlea a suak jou keia.....amit a pan khitui a hong tak khe keuhkeuha,..... Bang chi e.chi e.na story leh na inkuan khosak na ka na theih sa a hi..bang mah lungkham ken.....na Uthang.,ka awm khasiat na ding a wm kei..... Neu hoh na ding nei lai uh maw.? Kachi man le hi.van lak ding ka nei uh huaiah i va pot ding uam,a hong chi a,Chingnou lah kap mawk taa, ka houpih nawn kei a,hilele ka sakhau ip sung apan kha romol ka lakhia a,hiai in na mit tui nul in kap nawn ken ka chi hi.....a chih leh i va pot kei ding ua,chi in ka room ah,ka purse ka va la a,ka ki jui pot ua,kenka pikiang ah,ka pu anate in lah ah, van ka vala ta, di ka lawm ding le awm lai pet in ah..ka va chi a,sot sim bajar ah, van en in ka wm ua,singpi hotel ah, ka lut pih a,chingnou piakding pen ken ka pia a,chingnou piak hi veve..

Chingneu,.,Uthang le chalak thou mw?kei piak ding ka chih hi a,...ka pot na uah,kam khat le kahou pih ngam keia,chingneu in,Uthang chingnou houpih ve khat vei bek nangle na ki awi ngei e......ka jum lua a.huai a hong chih behlap leh ka san teituai a,chingnou ka ena....ching,na gim hia?i pot na uh,ka chi suk tei sam hi..amel ka et mai in leng ka hehpih a,ka itna a pung sak hulhul mai hi...amit hahdan ka en a,hong en ngamkei a,a hong mai ngap theih nadin lampi ka hong jawng pan ta hi..chiam nuih ka bawl pan ngala.....Bawngpi khat gawng lua in chin,anunglam a,a taw lama pat aet ua leh a haatu mu uh ka chih leh a hong nui khia a,a singpi a hong thalh jomah hi..ken le a nung awl in ka tup sak a,a thal nawn louh na din,ah Uthang,hun ta ei,a hongchi a,Uthang..a kam nem ngeingei,a aw suah ki lawm tak hong chih bang chu ka sin gubang hong cia......2012 kum a hi...chingnou in U2 hong chi lai leh bang chi tuk ina nuam di......a ngaih huai a,amah a hih leh simple hlele ngai huai petmah a,huai ni a ka muh a awm dan,akho hei dan in ah ka hehpih na,kamuh ma a chingneu hong gen sang in ka hehpih jaw a,ka itna hong kipan pan ta........... 

Nitak a hong hi pan pan ta...ken leng Chingnou an ne ta mw.? Chih msg in,ka khak a...hi..nekhin ta ka hi.nangla? A hong chi thuk ngal hi...ken le,hi... Na vah na hia?bang khong na hong meh ua,.?... An teh meh khong hi....noula..,.ken le kou mw....bang a le ka meh uh...dal leh alawmte ka chi suk muat mai hi....hahaha....uthang na gen nalh ngei e....ken le nang chih dan ka hong copy ta di a hong chi hi............ka ngaih tuah na ah thil tampi ahong lut ngal a,..gen ding pen bang le ka thei jok kei hi......nunthak..nunthak ka kinepna na vamg ngai in sawl bang vul veng,koikuam solbang ka hei diam?ngaih hong leng in laukhan hong leng in....chih laa bang ka lungsim ah hong lut ngal in,ka room sung a pat pot khia in..,khapi hong suak khia ka va en hi......chingnou ngai selua,amah bang leng ka phok pha nawn kei jojen hi.....ka lunghong leng lua a,ka nunlui ka ngai pet mah a,aman lah hong phok pha lou,pasal hong neih san chu ka lung a kim theikei hi.ka khasia a,lah ka hehtha suak in,ka kap ut keia,ka lungtang ana lua a, ka pojou kei.....vanlam ka en a,toupan a thupi nading a a bawl,amah min thupi nading a a bawl,thilsiam te'n amah pah toi na dinga abawl,kei a ding in lung juan ngaih tam sialna lel maw.,......chingnou a awm lam le ka phok pha nawn ta kei hi.....dak 9 bang a na ging man taa,kenle juau ka gen ut ta kei a,ki khawpna,(insung maitam.)ka bawl uh pau lam in,ka hong msg man kei a ching.poi ka sa insung maitam kaneih uh leh ka chi hi....,bang jiak a tusun a ka inn ua,tui ka hong piak a,kap nei ta..!..ka chi hi...uthang,kei nang ading aching ki salou ka khosak na uh niam lua? Ka jum na toh kap kha ka hi.ngaihsiam aw...ching,ken ka hong it nak leh banga poi awm nawn sam a,...chit leh chitlouh apoi mawh pen a hi kei...itna poi mawh pen a hi.....na chi hia?..hi...mah uthang....tuni ken na meltheinawn lou ka hi...na kah a,na khitui pot na chu ka mit kha in kamu lai,huai lak a,hongkoi belh ut hi veng in ka angsung ah,.....ka hong ngai lua...na awmdan ka lungsim na sukha lua..... Ching,....I LOVE YOU.....DON'T FEEL ASHAME...I'M WITH YOU..... Chih ka khak hi....aman le Uthang...ka kipak lua kei bang lel tak na hong it jen jen,kei mi genthei na hong hehpih a,ki pak lua ka hi.....I ALSO LOVE YOU.. AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE ME......A hong chithuk hi..,..kei le ka kipak ching.....ka hong mu maimai a leng hong it khin kahi..... Huai ni a pan it nahongki pan hi....i kimuha,ka mel na muh hia'ka chih leh man uthang ken hong en ngam lou na mel ka theikei ken nang hong jah tak lua ka hi.......

Kei le pot khe nawn lou... Inn ah kahuan te khawng uh khou in dai khawng kai in hun ka jang hi...jing kar chiang in ah,msg ka khak jel a,ki hou tou jel in ka wm ua,dim mun leh khosak dan a a chiang josem in ka hong ki thei ta ua,... Ken le ka it mahmah tangala,..aman lehong veimah mah in ka thei hi.....ka lungsim ah, kaki muh masak na mun tak ka kikhak na uh,mun tak ka mit kha inkamu a,..thil lei ding a ka kuan chiang in huai mun ah, ka khol jel a,..a wm lai hoih ding hia.? Hiai mun itna ka patna ka mang nglh ngei kei ding... Ching,kei ding khuam bang a na ki in o,kachi hi ka lungsim ah,lamka a hong jin jual ka hih chiang inah, pai pah ta ding ka hi a...nikhat chingnou muh kik ka ut nawn ta hi.....chingnou kiang ah.jingchiang a pai ding kahih dan kahilh hi....aman le uthang,na pai baih dek e,...ash na pai ma in khat vei ki mu lai leng ut huai emw.kagen ut le awm lai hia,? Nitak na man diam'.kenle ka chi ngal hi...ka pu te in ah,kahong giak tou di,nou wm na toh ki naia maw,huai ah, ki mu ni maw a hong chi a,... Kenle ole ka chi ngal hi..nitak a hong hi ta a,dak 6 ahong hi taa,amah leng kaki muhna uh field ah,kong na ngak di a chih na mun ah,hong na ngak in,,..ken annejou pan ka hi a,..a kin thei lam in ah.ka delh phei a,.ka tun in ka jekai lua hia? Ching kachi a,.aman le jekai lou..

CHINGNOU TOH KI MUHNA...

Kei le jah kai sim ki pasal sak kawm in ah.,ching,an nejou maw'.ka chi hi.amanle h,nejou ta nang la...hmm...tuni bang hìh e?kachi a,kou kikhawm joh a,ka man hun a,an khong huan inga,ka nu te ka ni te inn lam a pot ua,kei ngen ina wm ka hi...khua mialsim ahih chiang in ah.khatang nai chet lou amial sim laia,khuamial ahih chiang in ah,ken le chingnou ka len pah ah..aman leng ka khut a hong lenkip pah ngal a,..ka khut taklam a koi in,ka veilam ah,a khut vei lam kalena.....nau... Jan aka hong muh apat ken nang hong vei lo mwk pah hi....apute ccpur compound ah,inluah in a wm ua,kou leng kihou lim kawm kawm a ka pai uh leh gate ka tung uh hi...groud sung ah,ka lut ua,aman ka pi te in ah.valut phot ni in van lei din ka nei ua,ka va lei ding uh chi ni a hong chi hi....ken le good idea nau ching,ka chi hi..,?

Kanih un,api te in ah ki jui lut in ah...aman uthang,tui na duh hia? Ka hong suah diam chih toh a hong suah ngal hi.....pi ka hong tung tou hak hia? An ne hak sim ung a,hong jekai ka hi.....poi kei maw? Kei le pau tamlou in ka tu a,.. Apii in chingnou, na lawm pa kua a hia? Imaw pi kalawmte hi....amah koi a wm e...amah hiai ah,khang lak a wm hi..pi van leidi khat ka nei a,ka va lei jual uh o....chi in,ka nih un ka ki jui pot ngal uhi......

Ka lungsim ah,thadou la khat a hong wm lomawk a,......thimpi meipi, a jinge, i chung thimthu,lunggel thangvan jol ah lai leng e...chih la a hong wm hi.....kenle tut na ding a kilawm khat ah,ccpur clege ground ah,ka tut pih ah,..ka koi a,ka tung ah,ka ki ngam sak a,uthang,nang jing chiang a pai ta di maw? A hong chi a,kenle hi.ka pai ta di....uthang,ash pai nai kei ve?ken hong ngai lua ka hi.nang kei a ding in,..,ka first love.....,na hi..uthang ei,hong tai san ken o...nang lou ngalka it ding awm nawn kei khovel ah,a hong chi tuan tuan hi.....ken le ka gen di thei tuan lou in,...ka liang tungah, ki ngai in,ka koi belh a,ken le hong ngai lua ka hi...jing chiang apaiding ka lin pet mah,kei leng awm lai leng ka ut lua,....uthang,hong pha jel jel in aw,i awm na ki bang lou a,..ki mu gige theilou di maw le ei......akiang a,wm nuam ka sa a, a tongdam nem ten hong ngai sak deuhdeuh a,...nau nang ka hong neih khak ham pha ka ki sa,.neih leh lam nei jou kei le chin le ken hong it ve ve hing....ka duang kuai lia pal nang hi cia....ngaih aw......na tongnem leh na duang et lawm,ka sinlai ah,mang mawh e..... Chih khawng ka sa khia vong vong hi.....

Jan khuaa.ahong sot ta a.dak 9.bang a na ging man ta a,huaikal lah kou a ding in,tawm chik pet mah ahi. Ki khelah mah le ung,amah lah a pite in a,kei muh nuam na jiak a,hong giak kei lah mi in a.wm hijo mah lai...ka ki khen khiak ding uh chu haksa ka sa pet mah hi...nauching,bang teng hileh napite in ah, va pai ni in napi kiang ah,ka uthang, ka va kha ding chi in, va ki ngen ni chi in ah.kapai ua,aman le ka va pot suak ngal uh leh hong tunghak uh ka hi pi....ka uthang,ka va kha di pi..., sau ki hou man lou in, ka pot khe ngal uhi...ken le ka khelah a,aman lehong khelah a hi ngei ding a,ash uthang, pai dah ve mw....chi in a hong len a,nau a lou thei lou a hi...kei le pai ka ut nai mah mah kei nang toh awm khawm nuam ka sa a,......ki khelah tak leh kingai tak a,singnuai ah,ki koi kawm leh kua mah englou a ka awm ua,....

Khapi ten leng kou lungjuan, hong theihpih hileh ki lawm in,khapi in a vak na teng teng hong suah khia a,kou lah mangpha phot mai in,ki chi tuah ngam sam ka wm kei ua,ka ki khelah pet mah uhi....jankhua jawng ta,ning siang lam jot hun e,ngaih...jankhua sot jawng anglai pai bang pawm chim kei veng....,.taikhua hong valdinga,tuunu khuai bang hang ding hi........ki lenkawm a,mun tuam tuam ah.ka paikual kual ua,ka ki khak hun uh,a sot tel mai....a tawp tawp in ken le...nau kikhen lou thei lou i hih chiang in ah,kana paiphot di o.... Chi in gate lam ka juan ta ua...gate ka tun un,nau pai lou thei ka hi nawn ta kei a,i ki muh kik nwn ma teng mangpha man in o......chi in ka pai dik leh hong khah ut keia, a khut a pan ka khut awl awl in a a hong khah a,kei ding in a pai ut lua ka bang a,ka ki suanglah tel mai.,mi inn a wm ki hi jo mah lah ki pai hak ta..eiki tangval sak sim leng le tangval a hong ki sim nai lou,a buai huai tel mai.......

Nau nang huchi kei ve,hong pai kik nawn pahding ka hi.lamka hong jin nawn pah ding ka hi.....a lou thei lou a hi ta....nau chi in,ka koi belh a,a tawp in a.. ..tal ka tawpsak a,..nau mangpha...ih mut liim chi in ka taisan ta mai hi..'in ah ka pai a,ka lungsim a nuam thei het kei a,nau in ka tung a,lung hi mawh ken hong jin jel ding kahi.....na vangngaih lai ah, na lua sang e,...ka duang tham gubang hongjen e nau..... Chih ka khak nawn hi......keileng ka ih mu jok thei kei a, sawtpi ka ki txt uhi... Aman lehong khe lah hong phal lou, kei lah alou thei lou a ka pai ngai ta.....nau heina peuh ah,kei din khuambang nakip in aw..mizatam lai ah,deihchibang ka telnang na hi.....hiaite khawngka khak joh in,...ka ihmut a suak gwp taa.mangpha manni nau...ka gen…

Joh in ah,kei leng jan sot gawp ta a hih man a msg thuk kik ngak jou nawn lou in ka ih mut san ta hi.....ken leng lam dang ka sa a,ka ih mut suak leh gim gawp ka hih lam ka thei pan hi.jing khua ana vak ta a,jing bang dak 7.a na ging veng vong a,ka kisuang lah sim pet mah a,ka pi'n gim sim na hi di aw jan a na sep na...na sem ngei lou i sep chiang a,ki gim mah a hi,kei le gim peuh mah in ei,..na sem chu ki gim lou thei lou a hi....ka ki hah a.ka haa khawng,mai khawng,ki hah siang in,ajoh singpi dawn ding ka pi'n hong suah ngal a, jing vuah phin sim nelh nelh a,keileng hun lem tang a la inpot nang vai ka sai nawn ta hi.......tuni a pai ding chi in ka pi'n a gen sa hong hi thei ta kei a,mi si bungmual ah,tanau te khat a si a huai gal akuan louh theih louh a hong hi ta hi......an khng nejou in ah,kei leng phai a pai tei tei ka ut sim ta hi.ka suty neih jawng bei ta...alou thei lou a,pai ka ut a,hile leng kei pi pai ka na sawm di.ka suty lah bei ta.late lenuam ka sa keia,bandh hijawmah lou maw? Kapi'n a hong chia,kenle thei lou bandh ken teh a jiak....Phungzathang in, a zi it mah mah chhungi. Memorial a,abawl ahan hong na nei ding ahi.paite vengte la sa a hong kuan ding ua,huai a pai theih khak leh ka chi a hi.....huai na chih leh poi lou nang thu a hi..a hong chi a.....ken huai dan chi ka hi....

Jing an dak 9;00 in kane ua,kounek na hun tangpi a hi a,....ka hong nek lai tak un,ka pi'n Thang le suty bei ta a,..kana pai di late le nuam lou chi a,....ka URachel in poi lou pi a,...amah chi dan dan hi mai ei voi.... In kawngpa le a zimual hong ding hi ven huai a i veng te uh hong pai ding ahi a,huai a leng pai thei mah ding ei ve.....huai tan a ki hou tan in,an khwng ka hong ne khin ua...kei leng ka van te khawng ka sa pah a,... Van tuam tuam laibu ka text book bang jah hiam ka puak te,khawng kaguang a,..pai khia din ka ki sa...ka pi'n ah,na bahara di.na pai joh kei a leh chi in ki veng,na di'n 200 a hong hawm a,ken leng kipak chi in ka la a,...chingnou ka msg pah ngal a,...ching..an ne jou tamw,?.... Chi'n ka msg a,aman leng..Hi..nangla...hmm...ka chi thuk ngal a....kei pai ta ding ka hi...hong kha lou ding maw.? Ka chi a,aman leng thei lou maw'.nang ko awm e.ka inn uah,ka pu te inn lam ah, bang masa ding ka hi....ka chi a...kei le ka pi te in ah awm lai ka hi ahong chi ..kenle nitak lam cia pai ding ka hi...hong kha in o.ka chi beh lap hi.....in a pat ka pot khiak ding in ah, ka phone a,.......

Ka hou pih a,gina tak in le a hong dawng kei a,a nguai chi pet maha, ka lungsim a nuam thei kei a,.dak 11 ana ging man ta a,auto in ka pute in New lamka.. Lam ah, ka pai tou leu leua,..pai ut lua mah ka bang a,..a lang khat ah,Chingnou lah ka khe lah mah mah ngal a,....amah a mel ka muh chiang in,ka ngai pet mah a,a kiang ah,wm sot leng ki pai khejou lou ding ka hih dan khawng bang leng kaki thei hi.,ka pai ding kachih a pat a nguai den ta mai a,amah ki pah kik sak lah ka ut pet mah a,a lampi ding ka jawng ta a....ka pu te in ah,ka van te ka koih a,Phungzathang te progame ah,ka va tel a,nitak lam a an nek ding a bawl ua,ka lawmpa toh ka ne pah ngal ua,..sa nek ding wm chu khah suah louh tei tei di.... Bang ka ki chi ua,nuikawm in ah,...chingnou anka nekjoh un ka msg a,hong kha lou di.....ka chi nawna. Amah leng ki dek jou nawn lou in,auto in hong delh tou a,...creative kawng ah,kawng na ngak di chi in ken le awle......chi in...ka an nek joh in ah.ka bag te va la din ka va pai kik a,kapu te in ah,......a kin thei lam a pai in ka vante ka va la hi....ka kik lam in ah...jarda khawng bang ka hai malam jojen hi....jekai sim mah mah ta..ka hi ding a,'chingnou in' le chih na mun ah hong na ngak ta a,...ka kisuanglah sim a jekai lua ka hih chiang in ah...chingnou..ka hong jekai lua hia? Sot na hong ngak man ta di maw.? Sot lo nai kei e uthang..,amel ka muh in a nui seu sau a,ka kipak lua a,amel kipah na a wm ka muh in ah,mi le wm jekjek mah leh kou gel kia chouh awm a ki thei hial in a kiang ah, ka tu a.ka koi phei mawk a.aman le lamdang hong sa a,min hong mu ding uh nitak le hi lou a hong chi a,kenle poi loupi a,mi'n ki ngai uh a hi chih hong thei mai kei ding ua,maw chih thuah ngal in,a biang nem ngeiingei ka mek sak a,a lipsticks san cheu-chauh bang nalh ka sa a,na lipstick a san dan le ka star,nang le ka hong star....nang hong star lou mw... Ka chih leh aman le ken na nuih dan ka star nalh sa ka hi....kua mah phok louh a,kou gel kana ki mawl mawl ua,jun tha in ka va kuan ua....kei bang an ne khin jo mah ka hong dai leng jo mah hi man hong nangak hi....ajah toilet a hoh jou ka pai lam ua,ka gari tuang na ding ka toilet hoh ka un hong tai san ta mai hi....kapot khiak un,nau ka pai a leh mangpha ka pai keia leh nitak chiang ka hong pot nawn ding aw. Chi in ken leng kagari mw na lam ka jot phei leh a na pai khin ta..ken le heiha nungak khat jiak a pai jou lou ki hi ta...ka pi'n hong thei leh jo mw..nuam het lou ding ei ve..poikei nitak va pot ding chih na hi mai kachi a…

SOLKHA TANGNUAI AH...

Nitak lah an ki nejou baih lua,ka pu te in ah ka kik mai ta hi....'chingnou, kian ah, ken gari lap nawn lou ka chi a,aman le hehehe...hong chi a...nui jo mah lai ei...hiai nau ka chi a....mah le in tung nai lou dak 4 bang chuh aging taa,aman le pai lou ka hi chih a theih in,a in lam ua pai suk sawm sim mah leh kei jiak in ah,na pu te in ah,wm lai di mw? Ka chih leh pai suk di ka chih hi a,..hlele pai ka sawm kei thak....kenle bang jiak e?.nau kachi hi.aman le nang hong mu ut ka hi.ken hong ngai lua,hong khe lah lai ka hi...nang kiang a i awm chiang a nuam sa ka hi....nang pil chin a thil i thei lou te le nagen cia dik vek mai aka.gen teh na bang piak siam chin ah,thil ki thei siam pah pah a hi......ken le kamsiam hi ta lou.. hiai nau ka chi thuk a..,aman le uu ka tak tak ei ve....nau ki pah huai e,huai na hong chi thei a,kaphu louh tan tan ah, na hong gen tou a,ka ki suanglah hial kachi........

Nitak hong pot ding a de o,ka chi a.aman le hong pot lou dek mw.uu...ash hong pot dah ding hia? Tusun a teng le hun sak phot ding hia? Chi sim ka hi....tol huai thou amw...hehehe......na ut leh hong hoh koh..... A kin thei tawp pen in msg hong lut ngal hi........heiha...chih louh ngal gen di a wm ta kei hi...ka lungsim ah,ka hong ngaih dan thei le chin zaw..huai hong chi lou ding hi chin a..na kiang ahoh nuam selua eng bwl masak leh eng bawl pen a na lak khial chiang,ki heh suah na piang a na hi mai mah hi...enlah hoh ut lua giah phial bang ki ut aman lah huai tan tan le ana gel phalou.......kenle msg ka khak kik a......duangjen et lawm,anbang ka it..angely chin msg kahong khak kik nawn ta a.nau ei nakiang a honghoh ut lua,na lungsim hong khia masa i ka...nang thu tak in,ana la pah pah kei ve....chih ka khak kik a...a hong thu kik mah mah kei a...ngaidam aw.sory na ngaidam na ka hong ngen...na höng ngaidam joh kei leh lah kahong hoh nawn louh ngai lou di hia...chih ka khak hi.......

Hun sawt sim ken le ka ngak hi.amah msg hong khak kik ka ngak na ding in ah,,nitak khua mui sim ta...kahong kisil jual di chi kawm in,baltin nih ka laa,tui khai ding in ka kuan hi..,.va khai ka tung in.a kin thei lam in,..ka kisil hi...a kin th8 lam ngen in kadim ta mai hi..,ka puante ka silh a.khua vot pian sim ta a.octobar bang a hih jok mah toh.. Nitak ei ngen tang a pot ahi ta mai hi.,kisa jou ta. Ka msg ka et leh....ngaidam e.ngaihdam ki ngetna ding le wm lou pi uu en hong ki ngai lua a,na hong pot louh ding ki lau lua a,,nang hong eng bawlbawl kei ve.kenpo jou lou ka hi...haksa sa lua ka hi.nahong eng bawl chiang a ken thuak jou lou ka lungtam nalua a hi.....a hong chi a. Kenle nau sory ken na heh nang a ka gen le a hi kei....ngaihdam aw.chìh ka gen tuan tuan hi.ka ki suanglah a,akiang a vahoh di le nuam kasa nawn tak tak kei,ka kisuanglah na in ka dim ta.....chih ka khak hi..aman le kei hong ngai dam jo in,heh tuaklou pi in ka heh kha a,nang na hong ngaih dam jok ding ka hi....uu hong ngai dam in aw? Kei mawh ahi... Chih ahong khak a..ken le nauna hong nget ma a kahong ngaihdam khit nahi ta...chi hi.......

Tawm chik sung bang mah leh asot abang ngei mai in ka thei hi...kei le ki suanglah lua ka hih man in nek theih bang ka hong puak dinga.ka chi thuk ngal aman,le i maw uu ash bang kachi de aw...'kisan toh khawngma toh acid a hong chi aken le aw le ka chi thuk ngala,a thuk lam ngen nahong gen jel a,bang chi na gai gawng thak hia? Kha bang jahka chi thuk ngal hi....chiam nuih louh ding ka chih chiang in ah,ka chiam nuih thei thei ding a ki lawm in aman thil a hong genjel a,ka kik dek jou kei sek a,ka kal uh abuai chual kha pah pah hi.chiam nuih ka hat luaa,aman ka mi hin jia hong man nai kei a,ken le amah mihin jia ka man nai kei a.huai a pan in ah. Ka mi hinjia uh ka hong ki man tuah sim sim ta ua,ka wm khwm chiang unjawng chian nuih kibawl khum thei in kawm ta uh a nuam sot gawp ta..,,kei wm nagamla luaa hìh man in amah kiang tun nading a am la pet mah lai hi.a thil chih teng ka lei a,.,ken kei a di toh a pi te a di..'kom., kapuak hi....

Amah kiang tun kalka ngak lah gawp taa,lah kei ka kin paithei jok jok keia,khua mial sim lai a,kha lah tang nai chet lou phone a light ki nei hoih nailou a,.,aman kuva khawng hai ding in ahong gingta sim ahilele ken kham thei lam ki chi him him ka khoih kei hi....huai te khoih a phat tuam na la thei kei a,mi phaklouh na,khat hi mah leh kei ngaih dan in,huaite hih lou te mi phak louh te hijaw lou di chih ka ngaihdan ahi jaw hi......

Ka pai suk veng veng taa. Kha leng hong tang tou pan pan ta a,lampi mial chih ding teng vaksuak sim taa,ken leng ka earpice la khia in la khat kahong ngai pan nek nek ta hi.....sol khatang aw,solkha tang leng mual khum ta in,na vang ngaih ka sial len puan bang thak e,ngaih in ka siang tong a chiam simthu te tung sol kha hong tang chiang lung alang.......chih la ka ngai a, sotpi ka phone et louh in kakoih hi... Chingnou in, hong na ngak lah gawp ta a hi ding a...uu hong tung dek nai lou maw...chih ahong khak a..ka en kha keia….

23.09.15

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